Today my outter artist didn't want to come out and play outside. I started to feel guilty because thiz waz my third week not going to Free Arts for Abused kids. But I had to be compassionate with myself, going more than 15 minutes anywhere in the rain iz a downer for me, I just want to stay close to home. So then I had a thought, Oh! yes the volunteers that are their are going to shower the kids with love and appreciation. They are going to spread joy vibrations to the kids. In my minds eye I saw happy smiling faces busy at work creating fun things. Az for me I just joyfully finished doing a little collaging realizing that my vibration of love are reaching the kids more so than if I gulited myself in going cuz that's what I would have brought unless I changed my vibration. Joy iz my evidence of God! anything less means I'm off my path.
